So I need to break it off with the music guy and I'd like to do it tomorrow. Truth be told, I'd rather not do it at all. I've struggled for the last 2 weeks trying to pinpoint what it is about him...or me...that keeps this from working. I've come up with a couple things...all very dumb. The guy has the most disgusting feet I've ever seen. Super long and hairy and his toenails are way too long. I hate looking at them...even thinking about them. Also, his teeth are all kinds of weird...sticking out and it looks like he just finished off a bag of cheese curls. Those things are shallow and I realize that. I just don't feel chemistry with him. If we were to continue, I'd get really annoyed with him in a couple months and break it off then so maybe it's better to do it sooner rather than later. I just don't know what I'm going to tell him and I need to give him some sort of a reason. He's a great guy. He's done everything right. He's given me flowers and he remembers the things I tell him. And eventhough he does all of those things, I still don't feel it. I don't feel the chemistry. I don't feel the need to see him or talk to him. So wish me luck...

In other news, I finished another book. Flabbergasted by Ray Blackston. It was about a guy who moves to South Carolina and doesn't know how to meet people so he starts going to church. He sees a totally hot girl and volunteers for all this stuff so he can be around the girl. The main character joins a singles group, which is basically like a meat market. Turns out the hot girl is a missionary and eventhough the guy is totally into her, she plays it off. It makes me laugh. I didn't realize the book would be THIS kind of book...meaning the kind about guys and girls and all that crap. I picked the book up because there were pretty colors on the front. Turns out, it wasn't so bad. Unfortunately, it did not tell me how to break up with a guy. Is there a book that does that? Breaking Up With Guys 101? Maybe THAT should be the title of my book. Goodness knows I've had enough practice.