Take a chance?

So I'm looking in my closet to find something to wear tomorrow and I just can't. Nothing looks good. Nothing matches, nothing goes, nothing...out of everything...to wear. It's times like these that I wish I had a personal shopper because truth be told, I'm not such a big fan of shopping. Maybe shopping but not spending money. I think I can talk myself out of and into most things in life. That happens to be one of my best and worst qualities.

I've found myself in a peculiar position and it leaves me wondering if people change. And if people do change, how much of it is an actual change and how much of it is a front? I know this kid and I used to think he was a major tool. I talked to him recently, however, and he's seems like a decent fellow. In my mind there could be one of two reasons for this change. One...he just wants to get some action from me or Two...he actually has changed. I wonder if I saw him wrong before or if i'm seeing him wrong now. He has a bit of a reputation and that also makes me think. I have a reputation and it doesn't necessarily reflect who I am. Is his reputation nothing more that rumors and things that really aren't true? Is there some level of truth in it? There must be or he wouldn't have gained such a name. It seems so hard to trust people. I have two options...either I could be completely guarded and continue building a wall between me and the rest of the world or I could take chance on the human race and hope they don't give me the shaft. hmmm...both seem dangerous.